The bull bites back

two of a kind but one won't survive

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 16:25:10 GMT

only one of us can ride forever
so you and I can't ride together
can't live or can't die together
all we can do is collide together
so i skillfully apply the pressure
won't stop til i'm forever
one.

the robber

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 23:30:33 GMT

three banks this month alone.
sly devil, he knows it's wrong, i tell him
everyday after work, his pockets heavy with bills
and I just pocket the change.

"you're gonna get it one day!" I say, and
he hands me a 20 to clam-up for another
couple hours. he's a crook and a cheat.

it wasn't until summer, those bright
lights and sirens whizzing past the corner
on main street. "I guess he's done it now,"
I muttered. I walked down to the grocer to
get some beer with the 5 he'd given me the
other day. the police say he had no
accomplices, and why should he. he got it all
figured out.

see you in a couple years buddy,
I always was the righteous one.

hot air balloons

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 10:35:43 GMT

So, today is the day i move into my new apartment.

Dear Bukowski,

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 10:34:32 GMT

work alot. drink alot. write alot.
i must be an idiot for thinking
that i could ever do any of those well.
i'd settle for just one.
maybe i should give up working,
practice makes perfect they say
and i don't have time for all three.
i guess we all gotta choose our path sometime.
my choice is not too.
i got a six pack of beer and
and bottle of rum in the freezer.
drink til i'm drunk, write til i'm asleep.
then maybe i'll drink some more.
it's times like these, when your vision
starts to shake.
drink alot. write alot. drink alot.
yeah, i must be an idiot...

Lincoln, Nebraska

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 14:20:38 GMT

the mice started to scatter as i
strolled through the grass past
the old baseball field.
she lowered her head and spoke,
"what's the point in being alive?"
so soft and sad.
i raised her chin up and said,
"if you knew, would you hold onto it?"
another day. another dream.
winter started to thaw, i sat
staring at a television set through
my neighbor's cloudy window.
she sat in the cornfield, drifting.
a smile like spring, waiting.
she lifted her head to mine
and i smiled back, looking
into her eyes
like sunflowers.

hmm...

Wed, 24 May 2006 05:47:46 GMT

so i guess i'm 20 as of today. i dunno how i feel about that....

the page has turned, the bridge has burned

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 05:55:06 GMT

mmm so i'm finally gonna have some money, thanks to my new position at Famous Dave's Barbeque haha. might pick up a couple days a week at starbucks as well, then maybe i can do some good shopping and party it up. can't wait for this summer though! Las Vegas, Los Angeles, Disneyland, and Roswell NM. hopefully, i can get some good ink in all those places. just driving around the middle of nowhere outside the city is fun as well, the stars look alot nicer out there in the desert....

.....

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 05:55:00 GMT

water falls down, from the rooftops of the abused and the ignored. no one hears cries, too busy with their own lives. tragedy strikes the hearts of the fallen. take me away. my false sense of you. leave my life and take me away. now the times change. your yearn for life is growing stronger. you can taste it on your lips. the bitter sweetness of losing it all.

the silence was deafening. and there's no one to blame. so don't say that you're sorry now,
so don't say that i'm to blame.

ummm

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 20:42:29 GMT

Livejournal sucks. i want a cookie.

hmm

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 20:21:08 GMT

Whiteout 3 was perhaps better than whiteout 2. the parts i remember, i enjoyed. and the parts i don't remember, well i'm sure i enjoyed those more.

gaze

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 23:19:12 GMT

let's goto outer space. and live among the clouds of dust. lost among the stars

~~~~~~

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 03:04:13 GMT

wow so last night, had to have been one of the hardest rolls i have had in a long ass time. amazing. the universe stood still just so i could Feel. i had forgottn how fucked up the music and the lights make you, i havent been on the recieving end of a rolled lighshow in a long time. can't wait for whteout guys <3 yay

.....

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 07:57:43 GMT

my backpack's got jets
i'm Boba, the Fett
i bounty hunt for Jabba Hutt
to finance, my vette
.wicky wicky wicky.

..........

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 04:05:13 GMT

Pitch black devils
         Dance for me
and my dreams
         of Oblivion
for i hold the ultimate
    lust
      of Evil.

....

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 12:30:48 GMT

aye me sad hours seem long

just be in love.

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 03:13:30 GMT

after a 7 month hiatus, i have decided to use livejournal again. i guess there isnt even much to say about the last several months...here i stand again single an jobless. only now i'm dreamless and heartless as well, but that isn't much of a change so forget it. i'll post more later. for now i'm going to try ang et some livejournal friends....

this shit's about having a good fucking tme

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 21:18:18 GMT

maybe music isn't dead, maybe we just forgot what it fucking sounded like. so i just noticed that basically most of my blog entries are about either shows, or raves. which, is kinda lame, but hey. i guess i have nothing else to really say, so umm, party last night, wasn't bad, a big smaller than i had anticipated, but it was announced, that washington hall was Purchased. this promoter dude fucking bought the whole thing...so ya. it's opening back up. sick.

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 05:23:38 GMT

sooo fuck, i haven't updated in a long time. but shit, nobody reads anyway. sooo i dunno, all i've done recently is the same thing i always do. work, shows, parties, etc. i guess i have no motivation so rant or rave or say much on a blog so fuck it.

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Sun, 03 Oct 2004 20:18:05 GMT

weekend wasn't bad. Senses Fail, Silverstein, and The Bled on friday, let me tell you that was fucking sick. i got to go see Dieselboy that night too, and he's fuckin off the hook, i gotta pick up his new album. that was a pretty good party too, i think jungle parties are more fun than all this shit with primarily trance and happy hardcore and all that shit. so much darker, so much more fun. i didn't do anything last night eve though i wanted to. One day i really need to hit up Lila's on saturday, soon. and today is going to suck too. suck hard.

kick his ass sparky~!

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 04:07:11 GMT

whoa, so i got the new hilary cd today, not bad, i like most of it. different than the first though. oh ya, the good life show on friday was fucking tight. tim kasher is the man! and friday, Senses Fail, The Bled, and Silverstein! how can you wrong with such a superb lineup. anyways...nothing to report i think...just lots and lots of work, man waking up at 5 am is shitty, but hell, a paycheck is a paycheck. we'll see where that goes.

yee-haw cowboy

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 04:47:59 GMT

alright, so just for the record, i'd like to state that i am no lindsay lohan fan, but mean girls is a fucking awesome movie <3 heh. oh ya, the good life is playing on friday, and of course i'll be there, and holy shit the bled is playing with silverstein and senses fail next week, can't miss that. so many good shows coming up, but you know what's even better? the new hilary duff album drops on tuesday! fuck yea bitches. too rad for words.

<3 look but don't taste

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 05:02:20 GMT

Cool wind enveloped soul. seething like a frosting wall, pounding with spires of calm hate. striking, pulling, death in grains of shattered stillness. coursing over the mold, digging a trench of drowning sorrow. to feel the shivering flash of cold smashing down. A pressure of a raging reflex, snapping quick and wearing away. the reflecting sound of it all so close and placid, a true vision of the smoothing slate amidst a crying war. breathe.

i have a friend hes mostly made of pain

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 02:42:12 GMT

so work takes far too much energy, working everyday early in the morning and doing shit til my back hurts like a bitch. i think i slept after everyday of work thus far, which i guess, is everyday. so many hot girls come in to buy shit, its crazy, not that i could score any of that heh. ah, i guess i wanted that though, all work no play. gotta save up. 9 more months bitches. then i can get the hell out and have to work even more....

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 01:59:25 GMT

so yesterday was a kiss farewell's cd release show, and the fall of troy played, fucking amazing, as always. then i went with brian to hakuna matata and the catwalk, good party. met up with all the everett kids and then some. partying gets expensive damn. anyway, at least i have a job now, i start tomorrow to make smoothies for ya'll. ooh, dylan is coming home next week, got fucking sick of florida and is returing home for the luxuries of Beth's, raves, and kid kaboom. so all will be well.

it only grows brighter the more you inhale

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 22:42:20 GMT

friday night was pretty rad, went to next level 3. good party, DJ Irene was bomb, as always. good vibe, some good people. today i had an interview at jamba juice, sounds fun, have a 2nd interview on wed, damn they need a lot of shit just have people mix smoothies. hopefully i'll score the job and then i can save enough fuckin money to move soooon. and by soon i mean spring -_- but thats not so long i guess. hey dylan, if you read this, whats up :) you dont pick up your cellphone, but then...i guess it might have something to do with wind, just wanted to see how Frances was treatin ya'll heh. tonight...i think i may goto Premier, but i dunno. i'm not a big fan of clubbing, but i guess for someone's birthday i could make an exception...but i dunno.